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Join me tonight for a faboulous night of danceing at Fly NightClub here in the Mega City Toronto.....

I'll be there with free bees from Manhunt.net.....

Its going to be a fun night and one of many this year that I will be invovled with....

See You out there....

As I once again face times in life that present me with challenges, I think to my self in self imposed solitude...What do I get if I venture down past roads traveled long ago....Pain, sorrow and loss! This I see only in the journey ahead....So what road do I choose the answer seems so simple! Do I forget and move on those who have been my friends and are, like so many times before? I'm torn inside what to do...What to do.....I've found some pictures that best I think shows my feelings this past few weeks......Please know I'm ok just pondering my future, who is in it and who isn't! Trying to do the good thing...Like I always do! Its just hard to let go.........Even more hard to put me first and think of only me.....

















let me go don't bring me down this road again...I've seen this place before! Its a horrid place full of pain and sorrow, stop it! No not again..I'm to strong now to not learn from past mistakes....Strong...to strong...keep saying it! Yes..you keep saying it!...You know this! You know all to well! Your evil grip will not hold me ever again! ahhhhh there we go the light I see it! C'mon run with me! I'll hold your hand, I'll hold you when you cry! I'll catch you when you fall!...I wont let go trust me...Run hurry..Before its to late...I can only wait for so long!...This time its do or die!....I choose not to die!

Its not often I find a blog I can relate to in such a way that I find the need to read the entire blog....

This is one

Acid Refux life and times of a poz guy

His post on dec 13/2006 rings so true...I find this drug lurking around every corner this past few weeks and am very very bothered by it.....

I think I will have to do what I did long ago to protect myself from it and move on I can't afford the hell that is her.....

Trying times are ahead for me but I will survive....

images found at Greek gay Lolita & Life or Meth and other places

Hey All Feeling Good again Life is back to normal...Well what I define as normal to others it would be shocking I'm sure..On the edge as per......

Tonight join me a 5ive Nightclub in the Megacity center in Toronto for the now famous and for sure infamous Friday night....

Where my new fave gal Resident DJ Sydney Blu will be pumping the tunes, there is something about her tunes that keeps the boyz a coming.....She is just good and well you in my opinion must here her.....

I may be persuaded to send a couple of her CD's to you from a CD launch gig I helped with..Just email me....

In case any of you are curious why I haven't been putting up pics from my adventures through Toronto's village and night club scene well my camera was stolen out a my bag, At Remington's So if your ever there I strongly advise you to watch your things....

So I'm busy trying to find a new camera..There are just so many to choose from...

I'm outz...

Super weekend to you all around the world...Peace..Love & hot Boyzzz LOL

Australia Collingwood, Victoria 16,256 km from me wow it amazes me the hits I'm getting from just about every where! Welcome everyone to my blog from around the world and especially today Australia!...My common wealth brothers.....Love my mates down there!

Some pics I found over the past few days and a short post below what I'm up to this past few weeks!










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Been not feeling so good the past week or two.....Hence my not posting very often...
I think its a bit of the winter blues....I haven't been taking care of my self lately very well, I go through this every few months for some reason! I just let my self go and can't seem to get out a bed....This time I know the cause to much going out and long nights, they are just going to have to stop its not productive and I feel not well....I think I'm on my way out a them soon!

Met a very interesting guy over the past weekend....Who get this! Wants to talk and even better thinks IM sexy..Not that I'm not..LOL! But the thing is I think he is too..That's important to me...No more men in my life I'm not attracted to its just not fair to him or me....He is totally my type a guy, we will see what happens! We have a few things in common so far that are important and make things so much easier... I'm keeping my schedule open the next while....

Ok...Gentlemen and ladies.....

Look for more posts asap...

Plus I have my new logo done and will be sharing it soon with you all....I'm very excited about that and also will soon have my own flyers and bizz cards soon o promote this site and my bizz ventures....How cool is that!

I'm outz

join me Tonight at Woody's for the Manhunt.net best Chest Contest...

I would like to welcome My newest additions to the blog....

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Please check out my sponsors....They help me to keep this blog up and going, I love this blog but at times need a bit of encouragement to keep it up and they are certainly making it more easy to invest the time needed to keep a blog going.....

I think its kind A cool to have been blogging for as long as I have and to have it turn into such a little business so to speak.....

That being said please take a look at my Blog Ads...

So far I have an awesome resort from Key West, Who have been on here for a few weeks now, They have offered me a free stay at there resort...How cool is that! They are great guys.....I'll be going there soon for sure....RJ at What The has been there many times and has nothing but the best to say about the place, So I'll for sure be going to take a look very soon, Its about time for a well deserved break from the cold up here in frozen Canada.....I've wanted to go to Florida for some time where better to go than Key West!....

And then there are poopers, what gay man doesn't need some of them....And how easy is it to just have them delivered to your door......I have recently used Ebay and ordered stuff online with my new Master Card and love the convince of having what I need delivered....I get UPS shipments all the time and its never been a problem not one time...
In fact I'm busy on Ebay trying to find a Camera.....

I'll never forget the first time I was introduced to poopers, I was fresh out a the closet, a guy had picked me up in the park in Kamloops....He was super hot...All muscular....Took me home and talked all nasty to me....Jerked off all over me while he asked me if I liked his big hot manly muscles and is hot dick...I'll never forget him, and the fact he introduced me to poopers I had no idea what they where! And if only I had figured out what he was talking about when he asked me what I wanted to do with my dick, while he was bent over the bed but in the air.....Oh man...Anyway hot times them old days in the park.....Every time I have a bottle a poopers in the mix I think a that Hot night....

Till next time peeps...

I'm outz...

want to chat with me ad me to Your MSN torjok at hotmail dot com

Well after a very long day I'm in the new apartment....My last move I hope for a very long time...I had a few friends come over and help.....Thank You my dearest Ashley....pics a her below..U know my gay pal.....Much love baby.....

So I can see into every window on Maitland street..A voyeurs fantasy come true...LOL..There must be a thousand plus apartments in close view with thousands more very close.....Hmmm binoculars are a must....Hmmmm...Only thing is now I'm so hi up the neighbours wont be able to watch me late at night up to naughty boy things, oh well..Ha lol.....And after sharing a one bedroom with me best bud...Its going to be oh so fabulous to have my own room again....Yessss..The 1700 a month is worth it....

and no more big smoke stack right beside me from Maple leaf Gardens..Soon to be Maple leaf shopping center..My word.....I bet there are many hockey fans oh to upset about that...Not me in a while I'll have one a the largest food stores an elevator ride away...I love..It....At the same time Its a shame as I grew up watching hockey being played there, I am a hockey fan and for Years used to play when I was a kid in fact almost every day! Bet ya all are surprised on that one...When I was a teen I used to hold season tickets to the Kamloops Blazers and go all the time...Loved it...My seats where behind the hometeam players bench..I especially loved the manly smells..Mmm The hockey boys are hot...I have many fond memories of lusting over the junior hockey team boys....In fact I a few times wondered into there dressing room by accident of course when they caught me...I did go to hi school with many of them who are now in the NHL...Hmmmm to think I saw them naked in PE class.....

You can get a good feel of my hood here.....

I'm one happy boy today....Now that I will be able to get some good nights sleep look for much more posts asap on the blog.....

Here is a bit a history about my street for those out there who are into this stuff its really cool to live on a street named after such a interesting guy.....


Sculpture honours gay magistrate from 1800s
Last Updated Mon, 30 May 2005 08:38:48 EDT
CBC News
TORONTO - A bronze sculpture of one of the country's first openly homosexual public figures has been unveiled in Toronto's gay village.

Hundreds of people attended a parade and ceremony on Saturday to honour Alexander Wood, a 19th-century magistrate who owned land in what has become the city's gay neighbourhood.


The bronze sculpture of Alexander Wood.
Wood, one of Toronto's founding fathers, made no particular attempts to hide the fact that he was gay ?? a highly unusual move at a time when homosexuality was a criminal offence punishable by death.

"He's very important to our community because of what he's done in his past," said Dennis O'Connor, chair of the Church-Wellesley Village Business Improvement Area.

The organization chose Wood for the 2.5-metre-high monument because it sees him as a forefather of the gay community and because of his connections to the area.

"We have a historical link to this neighbourhood that goes back over 200 years," O'Connor told CBC News.

Wood emigrated from Scotland and travelled to Toronto, then known as York, in the late 1700s. He became a prominent merchant and was appointed as a magistrate in 1800.

However, he was driven out of the country a decade later over allegations that arose while he was investigating a rape.

"He had a woman who showed up before him who complained of a rape and said she had scratched the genitals of a young militiaman," O'Connor said.

"As the magistrate, being overzealous I suppose, he decided he would go to Fort York and personally inspect some of the genitals of these young militiamen."

Several of the young soldiers accused him of fondling them and Wood was given the choice of facing sodomy charges or leaving Upper Canada. He returned to Scotland.

Wood became known for the scandal, but some historians say he should be remembered for much more.

"He's noteworthy in a couple of respects," said Mary Rae Chance, a historian with the Toronto Reference Library.

"He's a very significant player in the development of the town of York and the history of Toronto. He was involved in everything from the Toronto Library to the Bank of Upper Canada."

Wood returned to Canada two years later without facing charges and resumed his position as magistrate.

He fought in the War of 1812 and served on a number of boards.

He eventually purchased a parcel of land that included the area where his statue is now located, at the corner of Church and Alexander streets. The latter is named after him.

In his time, Wood was sometimes called a "molly" ?? a derogatory word for homosexual.

He eventually returned to Scotland, where he died in 1846.

Ontario artist Del Newbigging created the statue of Wood.

Its $200,000 cost was shared by the Church-Wellesley Village BIA and the city.

Hot guy of the day!!!....Nummmm isn't he sexy?




A big wet kiss To You allll....

This pic was taken last December some time, Me out with a friend Eddy.....

Its moving day For Me I'm moving into a new apartment in My building way way up....
so Happy friends of mine in the Greater metro Toronto area look for your evite to my house warming web site launch Bash coming soon.....

Ok I'm of to pack my things and get my self to the new digs...

Later

Hugz......